Phil and I have been married for almost 36 years, matter of fact in a few days. But we aren’t good. We haven’t been happy for a while. He and I both have changed. Anyway, about 3 weeks ago he told me that he wasn’t in love with me and didn’t know what he wanted. Oh happy me.
Phil has his work, school, the faternity and his brothers, golf and his buddies......where do I fit in? Apparently I don’t. He likes to drink, more and more. I don’t. He likes to go out and party, I don’t. He likes to do the things he wants to do and I have to make him do some things with me.
I want to feel loved and cherished. I want to come first. Is that too much to ask for?
I just dont know what we are going to do. He wants to be friends, I am not sure I can.
Damn it.
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